gwilym: (56)
2024-08-23 11:59 am
gwilym: (49)
2023-10-23 11:25 pm

ooc permissions

PERMISSIONS
⯌ BACKTAG:

⯌ FOURTHWALL:

⯌ SHIPPING: ‼ ✔ as a rule, strongly prefer 25+ for shipping with him, and also he's m/m only! very open to and EXTREMELY hungry for gen with the girlies, just not shipping.

also, he's a grieving widower and single dad, so he'll be a slow burn for shipping and i'll usually reach out to discuss prior if that's what i'm interested in! see here for more info. im open to any guy who wants a shot regardless of medium/canon/whatever but most of the time if i tag out i am looking for gen, barring the obvious context of the meme. i will directly reach out and propose shipping to check if it's okay before i tag you!!

THREADHOPPING: ‼ not without prior discussion/cr

SENSITIVE TOPICS: no "they look 2 but are actually 2 million" type caveats for shipping. if they look like a minor then no thanks. you do you, but i just dont like it.

also not really a sensitive topic, but i dont like to tag rpf. otherwise nothin really, feel free to pm if youre unsure about anything

SMUT: ‼ ✔ ditto as shipping

OTHER:fr if you feed my tags to ANY LLM (chatgpt, claude, gemini, et al) in order to respond to them i will literally invert your fucking balls. dont fucking do it. dont bother tagging me if you have AI-generated icons either
gwilym: (79)
2023-10-23 10:14 pm

new infopost??

SIR GODFREY GWILYM; THEY CAN BE LIKE THE SUN, WORDS. THEY CAN BE TO THE HEART AS LIGHT TO A FIELD.
gwilym: (42)
2023-09-22 04:47 pm

AID OTHERS. PROTECT THE WEAK. PUNISH THOSE WHO THREATEN THEM.



fukutsu mushinno sakebi
[ INSTRUMENTAL ]
WELLY BOOTS
I GET TO WATCH YOU GROW UP NOW,
AND MAKE ME PROUD, MAKE ALL OF
THE MISTAKES THAT MADE ME LAUGH.
OH, DARLING, LORD
HOW YOU MADE ME LAUGH!
A WISTFUL WALTZ
RELATIVITY PROVES
THAT I'LL SEE
YOU
SOON.
TARDIGRADE SONG
I LIVE IN THE SHRUBBERY, FOR THAT'S ALL I CRAVE,
I DON'T WANT THESE EXCITEMENTS TO SEE ME TO MY GRAVE.
I CAN LIVE IN VACUUMS FOR YEARS WITH NO DRINK,
AND PUT UP WITH HARDSHIPS MORE THAN YOU CAN THINK.
THE OLD WITCH SLEEP AND THE GOOD MAN GRACE
'CAUSE WE'LL DANCE TOGETHER,
SO CLOSE WE'RE SHARING BREATH.
BUT NOW, I'M LEADING--
DOESN'T THAT JUST SCARE YOU TO DEATH?
SOLAR WALTZ
SO ROT, FERMENT, AND DECOMPOSE
SO ALL THE THINGS CAN GROW.
OR WALLOW IN A DRINKLESS WORLD,
AND WITHER ON THE BOUGH.
SAINT BERNARD 2
LORD, PLEASE MAKE
ME
LOVE
MYSELF,
SO THAT I MIGHT LOVE YOU.
WHORESON PRISON BLUES
IF I HAD TO DO IT OVER,
I'D DO IT ALL AGAIN.
THE WIND DON'T COWER
TO POWERFUL MEN.
HERE'S A HEALTH TO THE COMPANY
COME LIFT UP YOUR VOICES,
ALL GRIEF TO REFRAIN.
FOR WE MAY, OR MIGHT NEVER,
ALL MEET HERE AGAIN.
ENTER ONE
IT'S HARD TO BELIEVE,
IT'S ALWAYS BEEN OURS TO GIVE
AND TO RECEIVE.
ORPHEUS
HOW DO YOU KNOW
WHICH MEMORIES TO SAVE,
LIKE THE VERY LAST FOOTPRINT
THAT ORPHEUS MADE?
FUEL TO FIRE
PIOUS WORDS TO CRY
INTO THE UNDER.
UPON YOUR SHORE,
AS SURE AS I CAN STAY.
BE GONE,
BE FAR
AWAY.
THE BARGAIN STORE
TAKE THESE OLD MEMORIES FROM THE PAST,
ALL THESE BROKEN DREAMS AND PLANS THAT DIDN'T LAST.
I'LL TRADE THEM FOR A FUTURE, I CAN'T USE THEM ANYMORE.
I'VE WASTED LOVE,
BUT I STILL HAVE SOME MORE.
JUDGEMENT
[ INSTRUMENTAL ]
SINNERS
FORTUNE, FORTUNE, SMILING FATE
HAVEN'T SEEN YOU MUCH OF LATE.
NEED YOU NOW, AND CANNOT WAIT--
BUT WHEN I LOOK,
YOU'RE NOT AROUND.
MYTHIC POWER
[ INSTRUMENTAL ]
PREDATOR & PREY
RAISED FOR DEATH AND LOCKED AWAY,
AWAITS THE WRETCH WITHOUT A NAME.
SAVED BY GRACE, THE FATHER'S HAND.
WEAR THY FACE, AND GUIDE MY PLAN.
ALL THAT YOU ARE
TAKE SHELTER FROM THE TREES,
AND GROW IN SHADE.
AND WALK AMONG THE TREES
OF PLANS WE MADE.
MARBLES
THE MINUTE I MET YOU,
THE COLOURS OF MY LIFE
BEGAN TO POUR.

I'M SCARED OF THE DARK.
ASHES
YOUR SPIRIT IS WILD,
AND YOUR SUFFERING IS BRIEF.
SO NEVER YOU BUCKLE AND BEND TO THE MASSES,
I'LL TEND TO THE FLAME,
YOU CAN WORSHIP THE ASHES.
STARWARD GAZE
[ INSTRUMENTAL ]
YOU'LL BE IN MY HEART
FOR ONE SO SMALL,
YOU SEEM SO STRONG.
MY ARMS WILL HOLD YOU,
KEEP YOU SAFE
AND WARM.
UNICORN TOLERANCE
LONG LIFE TO THE SPIDERS!
SAFE TRAVELS TO THE CROW!
LOVE TO THE GHOSTS
WHO TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING
I KNOW!
DAME TU TORMENTO
[ INSTRUMENTAL ]

SHOW MERCY TO YOUR FOES, BUT TEMPER IT WITH WISDOM.

by killthecake
gwilym: (2)
2023-08-19 02:56 pm

kinklist (wip?)

YES
  •   m/m
  •   au
  •   praise
  •   fluff/affection
  •   multiple rounds
  •   aftercare
  •   oral
MAYBE
OOC LIMITS
  •   underage
  •   ageplay
  •   pregnancy
  •   watersports
  •   scat
  •   fisting
  •   vore
  •   micro/macro
  •   prolapse
  •   facefucking
  •   humiliation

code by cawaii

gwilym: (Default)
2023-08-18 04:03 pm

lathander/devotion stuff

Oath of Devotion
⯌ Honesty Don’t lie or cheat. Let your word be your promise.
⯌ Courage Never fear to act, though caution is wise.
⯌ Compassion Aid others, protect the weak, and punish those who threaten them. Show mercy to your foes, but temper it with wisdom.
⯌ Honor Treat others with fairness, and let your honorable deeds be an example to them. Do as much good as possible while causing the least amount of harm.
⯌ Duty Be responsible for your actions and their consequences, protect those entrusted to your care, and obey those who have just authority over you.
Dawnbringer
Godfrey has tireless love for and unrockable faith in his God, Lathander. Lathander is a significant God with a wide portfolio. As the God of not the sun but the dawn, it is He one prays to after the birth of children, at the start of all endeavors and journeys, for the potential of a new and better day. Lathander is the God of the morning, youth, creativity, journeys, and self-perfection.

Lathanderian priests follow in their God's footsteps - doggedly determined and good. Lathander demands nothing less. Lathanderian worship is often characterized by not just exuberance and optimism, but constant altruism and self-improvement. Lathander did not even exempt Himself from these demands - Lathander demands of His clergy to constantly reexamine and evaluate the old ways of worship, using His worshippers for His own improvement as they use Him. A new day must never be wasted.

Though Godfrey holds himself aggressively to these standards, he also tempers his worship with wisdom and a critical eye. He is all too aware as to the consequences of the idealism that His worship could encourage, and he also is more mindful than most of his brothers and sisters where Lathander's extreme distaste for undead is concerned. He knows better than most that it is rarely a condition actively sought after.
gwilym: (7)
2023-08-12 04:39 pm

hmd

How's My Driving with GODFREY? IP off, anon on, comments screened.
gwilym: (2)
2023-08-12 04:33 pm
Entry tags:

bg3 info (wip??)

Sir Godfrey
Baldur's Gate 3
Paladin of Lathander
male
35
gay
Abilities
⯌ Oath of Devotion Godfrey lives his life by the guiding lights of his Oath of Devotion, and in return, is bequeathed blessings and gifts by Lathander in order to continue doing His work. Godfrey is protected from disease by the divine magic channeled through him. He may lend his allies healing, protection, and holy boons in battle, channeling his faith and Lathander's light through their weapons. Godfrey is also capable of channeling his faith outward, to strike demons and undead with the fear of the Dawnfather.

Here is a post with more information about Lathander and the tenets of Godfrey's Oath.


⯌ Civil Militia Though Godfrey began his adult life in the cloth, and though he retains many of his priestly leanings, he has since traded it for steel and plate and chain. Godfrey is gentle, but physically imposing. His training has made him adept in both fighting and maneuvering in heavier armor.

⯌ Illithid Wisdom Godfrey has been, unfortunately, infected with an illithid tadpole. This infection threatens to transform him into a mind flayer, but has also granted him certain abilities beyond his normal capabilities - most notably, the ability to read the thoughts of non-infected individuals, and the ability to detect and pry into the minds of those who are infected.
Out-of-Character
⯌ Backtag

⯌ Fourthwall

⯌ Shipping ‼ ✔ as a rule, m/m only! very open to and EXTREMELY hungry for gen with the girlies, just not shipping.

as stated below, he's a grieving widower and single dad, so he'll be a slow burn for shipping and i'll usually reach out to discuss prior if that's what i'm interested in! im open to any guy who wants a shot regardless of medium/canon/whatever but most of the time if i tag out i am looking for gen, barring the obvious context of the meme. i will directly reach out and propose shipping to check if it's okay before i tag you!!


⯌ Off-Limits no shipping with kids, no shipping with immortals who look like kids. thats basically it i think?

⯌ Other he's got like weird brainworms that let him read minds and look at thoughts, we can just yank em out or ignore it if youd prefer though
In-Character
⯌ Physical Contact ✔ hes extremely widowed so he may not reciprocate affection, see loredump below

⯌ Mental Contact

⯌ Flirt ✔ same as above

⯌ Fight ✔✔✔ hes a big boy though

⯌ Injury ✔ lays hands on self

⯌ Death

⯌ Other the cliffnotes on him if you don't want to read the loredump are as follows: grew up as an orphaned foundling in the Lathanderian church, became a priest once he could, married a man and became a stepdad to his daughter, now is a widowed dad, re-dedicated himself as a Paladin and underwent training in order to cope. he fully buys into his god's doctrine and tries to embody the morninglord in all ways. he is gentle, kind, understanding, always trying to help bring up those around him, but also does all he can to be ready with a stern hand when it's needed.

also he believes in you forever
Info
As a foundling, Godfrey grew up sheltered by the Church of the Morninglord, knowing no family but the Church and no life without the dawn. Inevitably, steeped in sunlight and scripture, he found himself as devoted to it as it had been to him. Godfrey began working toward priesthood at a relatively young age, devoting himself to study and serving the Father of Dawn with his life.

His dedication led him to pledge his service as a Lathanderian priest. Godfrey served his church proudly as a Dawnbringer in Baldur's Gate, devoting himself entirely to his flock, his God, and His teachings. He was tireless in nurturing his community by sharing the Morninglord's light, and became naturally involved in the lives of those he led and those who did not attend equally. Godfrey made the light of Dawn available to all who would seek it.

One such individual was a man called Vladimir, a mason. Sparing and stoic, Vladimir came to Godfrey to receive blessings and healing as it was needed, and occasionally plied his services in maintaining the Church's proud steeples and fixtures. Godfrey's relationship with this man rarely exceeded professional boundaries, until he noticed him with a small child.

Vladimir had created a little girl after an evening of discretion, and her Elven mother was not an easy presence in her life. The baby was abandoned some months later at his front steps, and seeing no other choice but to abandon the child again, Vladimir began the difficult road of raising her on his own. Godfrey's faith and Lathander's special fondness for the newly born meant that he couldn't stand by - Godfrey applied the aid of the Church.

His help first walked the same distanced line as the rest of their relationship did; he helped to feed and clothe the baby girl, Iltha. However, as Vladimir struggled and stumbled over sleepless nights, Godfrey offered more of his help - he began watching Iltha as he worked in the church, swaddling her to his chest as he performed his clergy duties. By this, Godfrey involved himself further in the lives of both father and daughter, over time unraveling the professional distance that had so characterized their relationship to this point. Godfrey nurtured fondness, first for Iltha and then for Vladimir. As Godfrey made a fixture of himself in Vladimir's family, he found in Vladimir a friend, a co-parent, and the love of his life. They married.

Now officially joined to Vladimir as his husband, Godfrey began building this new life with ease, raising their daughter as a unified team. Their family formed and continued forward through the years in quiet, bucolic bliss.

Unbeknownst to Godfrey, however, something waited to unsettle this new life. It ambushed the two of them on one mild afternoon, when Godfrey came to find Vladimir struggling with a knife. The flashing blade was turned against Godfrey when he came to his side. It was here that Godfrey saw the situation for what it was - Vladimir was crazed with pain and sickness, suffering in the throes of magical rot eating at his arm. The veil lifted in a moment, and Godfrey eased Vladimir down, unraveling the knife from his white-knuckled grasp. He explained nothing. He would only say that Godfrey needed to kill him before he became a danger to him and their child.

Godfrey rejected this with all of his being. Panic rising, he tried the simple magic and rites, everything he knew, as Vladimir's flesh bubbled and his veins flushed sickly purple beneath his skin as he urged him again and again to end it. When simple magic couldn't help its alarming spread, Godfrey gave him something to bite on and reluctantly amputated Vladimir's arm, tying a tourniquet and hacking it at the elbow with Vladimir's own stonecutting axe. Vladimir, flushed with sweat and fading to something Godfrey could not understand, once again begged to be killed before it was too late. Godfrey balked. Vladimir grabbed at the handle of his axe and dragged its edge across his throat. His last word was "sorry."

Since that day, Godfrey has carried the stinking smell of his blood and rot, raising Iltha with those same shaking hands. The weakness in his hands and the blank, selfish panic in his mind have never left him. Determined to never again hesitate when action is needed. Godfrey re-dedicated himself to Lathander as a Paladin, undertaking an oath of devotion, determined to strengthen himself and to never again let his hands falter when they are needed.

For all that he's tried to bring himself away from that day, though, he often feels as though he's still there.

Kneeling on the floor and watching that foul blood pool.